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We drive tonight, and you are by my side
We're talking about our lives, like we've known each other forever
And time flies by
With the sound of your voice, it's close to paradise
With the end surely near, and if I could only stop the car
And hold on to you, never let go, I'll never let go
As we round the corner to your house, you turned to me and said
"I'll be going through withdrawal of you for this one night we have spent"
And I want to speak these words, but I guess I'll just bite my tounge
And accept someday, somehow as the words that we'll hang from
- Matchbook Romance - Tiger Lily

-------- Matthew and Tiffanie
-------- September 29, 2004
-------- You're such a prefect dream of love.

About me... Hmm... I'm a very complex person... The only way i can truly express myself and my emotions is through my writing. I write constantly. Almost every day. I'm too shy to acutally read any of my work to anyone, so I post it on here, in my lj, and on my dilly pages. I love to sing. I could spend all day in my room just singing to myself. I've been told that I'm very good at it, also. I'm a very sad person. Although I do smile and laugh, chances are that its only a cover up for how I really feel. I'm a hopeless romantic. I'm looking for my one true love, but I'm not sure I will ever find him, or her. This saddens me so, and I sped many hours pondering if true love even still exists. Like chivalry, its most likely dead and I am stuck here looking for what is no longer possible. I'm bisexual (like I said.. him or her.) I have very, very picky taste when it comes to girls, I like short, pale, goth girls. (With long auburn hair. Named Alex. hehe.) For the most part, but sometimes others will strike my fancy. I still talk to a few of my ex's as friends, but most of my breakups have been very ugly and have ended in my heart being broken, so most of them I do not wish to have contact with. I'm definitely a girlie-girl, I love to pamper myself, and to get manicures and pedicures. I work very hard, so I think I deserve it. I work at my local McDonalds, yeah it sucks. But it pays my cell phone bill. Uhm... I think that thats about all there is to it... Below are several of my poems, which are subject to change as I write more, and change them not too often, but every once in a while. Also, there are random things that I like, and do not like... A lot of inside jokes between my friends and I are there also... So if you're on the outside, dont' laugh at them... 'Cuz you really don't understand what they are all about.

This is the link for my lj: http://www.livejournal.com/users/crybrowneyescry/

He'll never see me how I see him
I can't make him
I just can't win
I can't compare to her
She has his heart
I wish I knew how
To get through to him
I know
I would be his everything
If only he'd really see
Even though we're just friends
There's so much more I can be
Those girls don't really care
To them its just a game
They don't care about his heart
They steal it and tear it apart
I'd never do that, not to him
But I can't make him
Want me

broken hearted with broken wings
no matter how i try
i cant fix these things
u stole my spirit
u put out my flame
but in the end
i only have myself to blame
i fell for ur trap too easily
went in unawares
now i cant be around anyone
cuz i see pity in their stares
i know i'd fall for it again
even though i swear i wont
you say you're sorry for breaking my heart
but in truth you're not
broken hearted with broken wings
i've tried a thousand times
but i can't fix these things

tell me how to prove to you
tell me how to make you see
that if you call me only yours
i promise i'll never leave
tears will never again pour from your eyes
you'll never bid a sad good bye
i'll be faithful until you say we're through
'cuz you know i'd never leave someone as amazing as you
if ever you should need me
if ever you should call
i'll be there in a hurry
i'll catch should you ever fall

She's beautiful in all her grace
Yet make-up stained tears roll down her face
You stole her heart
You said you cared
You said she was unfaithful
But her love was never shared
Yes, indeed this world is cruel
It uses her suffering for it's fuel
You laugh as though it's not your fault
As if you didn't hold the key to the vault
Like you didn't know how to make her fall
Didn't bother to catch her
Just watched her fall

Sick of being lonely
Need you by my side
What happened to us, babe
Said that in you I could confide
Guess it wasn't true
Guess it wasn't meant to be
This just kind of sucks
Wish that before I could have seen
Ill omens I ignored
Wish I would have listened now
No use trying to save face
After all thats taken place
Game's over, you win
You've still got my heart
And I still love your beautiful sins

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*~`Tiffanie`~*

Likes (General)
- - gummi bears
- - writing
- - reading
- - law and order
- - hanging out with my friends
- - eisenhower with nikki-cole
- - football games with nicole!
- - lots of stuff!
- - American Eagle
- - Hollister
- - Aeropostale
- - Levi's Jeans

- - - - THE MUSIC - - - -
- - Matchbook Romance
- - Taking Back Sunday
- - Yellowcard
- - Newfound Glory
- - Something Corporate
- - The Cure
- - The Pixies
- - Switchfoot
- - Story Of The Year
- - Dashboard Confessional
- - Maroon 5
- - Brand New
- - Senses Fail
- - Brodie
- - Allister
- - Thursday
- - Weezer
- - Bowling For Soup

- - - - OTHER MUSIC THAT DOESN'T SUCK - - - -
- - Ashlee Simpson
- - Jason Mraz
- - Ryan Cabrera
- - Christina Aguilera
- - Clay Walker
- - Faith Hill
- - Jack Off Jill
- - Kenny Chesney
- - Josh Gracin
- - Keith Urban
- - Kittie
- - Mark Chestnutt
- - Martina McBride
- - Monica
- - Michelle Branch
- - TimMcGraw
- - Toby Keith

Some rap is okay, but only some.

Dislikes
-having to be a "3rd wheel"
-dishonest guys
-when old guys hit on me
-when guys are assholes because you wont go out with them and then apologize AFTER you say something to their best friends!
-ugly guys with nice cars
-when girls want to fight you over a guy... they are so not worth it


Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)


What Emotion Dominates you?
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An Angel of Death. This being emphasizes the good
points of death, namely that it is the great
equalizer, and that death allows the righteous
to go to heaven. They always attend funerals
and burials,
and are often called when someone is near death, to
help them on their way.


Which kind of Angel are you?
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